its taken me a long time to get to this point - a little over a year if memory serves - but i think im lonely.  the single life is a good life for the most part, and i think that i play the role well, but i dont know if it can be a forever situation in my life.

its not a feeling or high im after.  i don't need sweeping romance or some crazy story.  its not adventure im after in a mate. i'd just like a companion - someone to do life with.  im not in search of someone to turn into what i want them to be, just someone that is happy to be the way they are and is happy to be with me the way i am.  someone that is family to be with me wherever i am in the world.